I read a small book each day called “Examining the Scriptures Daily” 2012. Each day there is a new scripture and some days it feels like the scripture is just for me and other days it feels like I’m missing the understanding and I wish there was someone I could ask for help to understand what I just read. This is part of what I have built up inside. A crisis as it seems.
In order to get answers, I have to go back. If I go back, I have to change the way I live my life. There in lies the crisis of faith. For it is in my faith that I feel strength to do what I must do everyday, its my faith that makes me such a strong, loving, and dedicated servant , yet at the thought of going back I feel weak, not able, unworthy, etc…
Today’s scripture was simply this:
“The heart is more treacherous than anything else” – Jer. 17:9
May all our prayers be heard.